My Life, Day One.

If you looked at my life right now, you wwould think that it was a mess. This is the only thing I can go to right now. I want to stay anonymous, but I want someone to listen to my feelings.

My parents have been fighting a lot lately. Every time I'm sitting in my room, I hear shouting and screaming, and sometimes I even hear things crashing against the wall. It hurts to swallow, and my vision gets blurred with tears. I wish I could fix whatever's going on with them, but I know that I can't and it maked me feel sick to my stomach. It makes both of them mad when I come home with F's all over my report card, and it gives me a knot inside my stomach. I hope they don't get a divorce. My wall of protection would crumble right before my eyes, until them chipped parts are sitting isolated by my feet.

There's only one person in the entire world that makes me feel better. His name is Chris, and if I could, I would spend every second of everyday ith him. He's my world, and I will never let him go without a fight.

If I could, I would do so many things with my life. I want to be a photographer, or something that inspires change to the world. I can't bear to think that at the very moment I'm typing this, a girl my age was watching her mom die in Africa.

I've got to go for now. My baby sister is crying. I'll be back tomorrow, I'm sure there's a lot of things that will be worth talking about by tomorrow.